Just when we arrived home, I just feel so tired that I want to cry so hard. I mean I would like to freeze everything. I just want to rest. But I can’t I need to work here so I could withdraw my funds and pay all the things I need to pay. To be honest, I desperately need a husband, a husband who’s here beside me and comfort me. I hope and pray it will come to realize very soon otherwise I’ll be going crazy.