I am so depressed right now, whatever it is, and I just keep it to myself. It is better that way so there will be no talk of the town that would go around. And whenever I feel depressed, I always want to sleep so to forget everything and when I woke up, I would cry in silent so my kids could not hear it. Then I crave for any kinds of foods in the table, I will get hungry and I know that is not healthy but I can’t help it. I don’t know when this will end; I have money and can buy anything, oh well not anything, anything. It is enough to support our daily needs here but it is not the money that I am whining about here, it is more than that. Sometimes I would think I have done something big to deserve this depression. Definitely, I am tired.