Browsing Category: "Feelings"

I Think I Am Having An Asthma

It started last Sunday when I tried to cut the weeds in the yard, from then on I oftentimes coughed. But as I really want to do the normal process, I did not buy medicines right away instead I bought some herbal juice but my cough got worsen. So today I decided to just buy medicines for dry cough, I know I am feeling like this is already an asthma but as of now we really don’t have extra, the money that my husband sent today is intended for bills, grocery and our allowance daily so going to the Pulmonologist is not an option. And on Friday will be intended for Faith’s dentist, she really needs to have her broken tooth extracted, she said that there is a new tooth coming out.

I went to the pharmacy and asked them what capsule should I take, they recommended me a medicine. It is a capsule and I am taking it now. I noticed it works but I am still observing it. There is no hard breathing at all, so let’s see. I also bought 2 handkerchiefs today because I was suspecting that the dusts and the vehicle exhausts contributed to my cough. I usually drive so I don’t smell the exhausts before but since it is brought to the repair shop I guess handkerchief is badly needed this time, I can now understand MJ and Mariel for asking me to buy 20 pieces of handkerchiefs for them to use. Now I know…

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Healthy In Spirit

Have you felt like even though you have complete meal every day but then something is missing? If you feel this then you are not alone because I felt that too. These past few weeks, I feel so alone and empty, I oftentimes got irritated of something. I just resigned last July 1st but then I feel like I am already helpless that sometimes I doubted my husband about everything. I oftentimes blame him or others in everything. I feel like I failed in everything too. But then when my friend sees me last week, She mentioned money is just money, it can’t buy you happiness. Our topic then was about life and journey until she invited me to feasts hosted by Kerygma of Bo Sanches.

I know Bo Sanches as I subscribe his organization long time, I read his inspirational thought but most often I ignore it. When I listened about her perception about life, I was convinced I need guidance, I need refreshment, and I need those words. So last Saturday at 7 in the evening I attended to the feasts. When I entered, some of them greeted me right away. And so the talk began. One of the things I could not forget is about commitment. I thought commitment is compulsory obligation, I was wrong because it is the love you felt towards that person, so even though you don’t understand everything at all, you are still willing to stay because you are committed. We also tackle breaking and blessing. There are times we became too much proud of ourselves that we don’t noticed at all we already broke someone’s heart, pride can break you but then being broken is not a punishment from GOD but it is one way of healing you. Being broken is exposing what is your purpose in life, so wait a while because after you being broken, blessing is coming. So don’t worry when you are broken, it is just the process of getting that blessing you truly want.

We opt to have a nice figure, we opt to be healthy by exercising and or going to the gym but most often than not, we also need to take good care of our spirit, we need it to be healthy as well so  that you don’t feel alone and lonely.

 

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Going Crazy

Just when we arrived home, I just feel so tired that I want to cry so hard. I mean I would like to freeze everything. I just want to rest. But I can’t I need to work here so I could withdraw my funds and pay all the things I need to pay. To be honest, I desperately need a husband, a husband who’s here beside me and comfort me. I hope and pray it will come to realize very soon otherwise I’ll be going crazy.

Too Much Caffeine

I feel like floating right now, I am not feeling well actually. I have too much caffeine in my body since I drank, I guess 1 1/2 cup from last night then since I don’t like to be so sleepy in the morning. I drank another cup of coffee. When I went out this afternoon for my dentist appointment, I feel dizzy. When I arrived this afternoon, after fetching my daughter, I wanted to sleep, I know I am sleepy but I just can’t sleep. I am palpitating so much, my eyes would like to close but my mind is still awake. Earlier, during our dinner, I told the kids that we really have to sleep early tonight that means at least before the clock strikes at 9:00 p.m.

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